after being blue about the whole job situation all day, i finally made ammends with my situation. Afterall, it's a considerable pay raise...and i mean CONSIDERABLE. and although fulfillment is more important to me than monitary reward, i accept the fact that perhaps God wants me to be more financially stable before I move...perhaps this would be a great way to be completely debt free, perhaps i could by the new car i'm needing, etc. etc. as i was saying, as i thought about it more, i realized that maybe...just maybe...this isn't a bad thing for me at all. what's a few more years at af? i lived through 7..I can live through more. and then i hear the most insane twist to this stupid story...apparently, i went from being the only applicant for this position to one of 6...why? because these kinds of unfortunate situations seem to always find me. i'm hoping that the fact that i've been in the company and previously worked in the area that's now hiring will help my plight...we shall see. i will be so glad when this job hunt is over. =/